Going Private

I keep thinking its time to go private, so I am finally going to do it. Leave your email address if you want an invite, and let me know who you are so I will add you. :) I am thinking about doing what a lot of other people have done and that is to keep this one to let you know when I have updated and then post everything on a new blog.

Let It Snow

 We have been LOVING the snow! Little helper Ty is always trying to see what he can do. Gabe had a hard time walking around in his fluffy coat, he didn't last very long.

 We built our first snowman! It was actually really big, probably 8/9ft tall. But it was slanted and fell over just after an hour or so. Dan went back out and decided to do a "Big Butt Snowman" the kids loved it!

I think he deserves some sort of an award for best profile or best body.

23 weeks

I have been feeling very blessed lately, in a lot of ways. I am thankful for an amazing husband that treats me good and loves being a dad. I am so thankful for two healthy boys that keep me busy all day and are constantly teaching me how to be a better mom/person and am very grateful that I get to stay at home with them every single day. One of the things I am feeling most thankful for at the moment is  to be pregnant and that everything has been normal up to this point. In moments of weakness, I find myself feeling terrified for what these next few months might bring, for what could happen because of my pregnancy with Gabe. I  have been trying to catch myself in these thoughts and moments before I start feeling very overwhelmed. I try to remind myself how blessed I already am, and that no matter what happens I will be able to handle it. I am so lucky to have the knowledge of why we are here on earth. That right there is what has gotten me through every single trial and disappointing time in my life. It's not supposed to be easy down here, and I just need to make sure I am ready for what lies ahead. 

Canyon Time

We took a family trip up the canyon a couple of weekends ago, it was so much fun! We enjoyed the beautiful fall colors, roasting hot dogs, making s'mores, and singing songs around the campfire. This is something we are going to start doing a lot more often.

 Both boys loved sitting in their own chairs and watching the fire. I was surprised how well they both listened and didn't go near the fire. Gabe's favorite part of the night was s'mores. Ty's was singing around the fire. I love how different they are :)

Next time we do this we are going to try camping all night. We brought everything up to camp, but I ended up feeling pretty sick so we decided to pack up and go home. Hopefully we can try again before it gets too cold!

This Summer

I have been feeling overwhelmed at how far behind I am on what's been going on in our lives so here is a quick recap of what went on this summer.

 My sister came into town for a few weeks and I basically spent every minute I could with her at my parents. I always love when she comes and try to soak up all the time I get with her while she is here. It's hard having one of your closest friends so far away, but we enjoyed the time we had while she was here. Ty loved having a cousin around his age. Him and Jake were so funny together, they became best friends super quick.

 We went to Seven Peaks a few times, the boys loved it. Ty liked playing in the kiddie area, but couldn't get enough of The Flush and the tube rides. He is starting to become more adventurous and I love it!

 Love this chunky little man. Ty and Gabe look nothing a like, from their cute little faces and body size to theirt skin tones. Even their personalities are opposite, hopefully that will be a good thing for how close in age they are!

 The Fourth was pretty low key, we had an early family bbq and then back to our place for some sparklers and family time on the deck. It's always nice to have some alone time with just our little family.

 We got to spend a weekend at Lauren and Bob's again this year. We love going down there and being spoiled with family time, food, games, and of course boating! 

 I was surprised how well Gabe did with the uncomfortable life jacket he had to wear. Luckily he fell asleep a lot when he was on the boat, and was pretty content when one of us was holding him.

 Ty LOVES going boating. He is hilarious to watch because if he's not sleeping he is always smiling. He never wanted to stay on shore, he always had to be on the boat.

 Jessica got married in August. We are so happy for  her and excited to have Thomas apart of the family!

 My twin sisters came home from their missions on the same day and same flight. I think everyone that was on their flight was waiting with us to see everyones reaction when we all saw them. I am so happy they are finally home!

So somewhere in between all the fun we had in May and my sisters coming home in August, I spent a lot of time on the floor with my boys and on the couch. I remember Dan coming home one day laughing and he asked me if I was every going to dress the boys again because they just chilled in their diapers all day! Sad, but true. Ty got used to me feeling sick pretty quick. Every morning he would come over and give me a kiss and ask if I was okay. Then he would get a blanket and put it on me, he seriously took care of me. Isn't he such a sweetheart! So this has been my toughest pregnancy yet, but I am very grateful that I am finally feeling a lot better. Being pregnant can be rough at times, but I am always reminded what a blessing it is to be a mom and to be able to have children. I wouldn't trade it for anything!

Number 3...

You have probably guessed it! We are pregnant with Baby #3! I am still in shock, but we are very excited to have our family grow from four to five. Five! Ah!! I am still feeling sick, so you are gonna have to wait on the details until I have the energy to even use my brain. :)

Our Miracle is One

I can't believe that a year ago today I was 32 weeks pregnant and rushing to the hospital because I was in labor. I am amazed when I look back on inspired doctors and nurses that did things they felt was right to help save our little guy. This last year has been crazy and very hard at times, but has been worth every second to have Gabe in our lives. He is an absolute blessing. 

This was him a year ago today.

This is him today.

When I think of all that we went through with him I still get emotional. Having him in the NICU for 5 weeks was the hardest thing I have ever been through. I am very grateful that I am fortunate to live in this day and age with so much knowledge and technology. I wouldn't have any kids today without the hospitals, doctors, and information that we have now. Neither of them would've made it without all of these amazing tools and things we have. I am feeling very blessed today. I am so grateful for all that I have, especially my family. Happy Birthday Gabe! We love you FOREVER!