I have been feeling very blessed lately, in a lot of ways. I am thankful for an amazing husband that treats me good and loves being a dad. I am so thankful for two healthy boys that keep me busy all day and are constantly teaching me how to be a better mom/person and am very grateful that I get to stay at home with them every single day. One of the things I am feeling most thankful for at the moment is to be pregnant and that everything has been normal up to this point. In moments of weakness, I find myself feeling terrified for what these next few months might bring, for what could happen because of my pregnancy with Gabe. I have been trying to catch myself in these thoughts and moments before I start feeling very overwhelmed. I try to remind myself how blessed I already am, and that no matter what happens I will be able to handle it. I am so lucky to have the knowledge of why we are here on earth. That right there is what has gotten me through every single trial and disappointing time in my life. It's not supposed to be easy down here, and I just need to make sure I am ready for what lies ahead.
